i think there is a need for a bonding session with my girls, seriously! i have been out more with the band lately. kind of neglected CLAIRE and HASSY. i feel so bad.

right. only after the first national day concert rehersal that i realised what we joined is not just some showcase-our-talent thing. it's a competition for bands in our school. now i am wondering if i heard it right.
comments on the band: good vocal, good music but no musician-ship. and it really sucks to be described as no musician-ship. it's as though she is calling us loser. but no worries, the band came up with a plan. we are going to do yinghao's crazy stunts on the stage. i dont care. we are going to show her what our band is made up of. yea! we are going to rock your national day! weees!

other thing, i think i am dumb. i brought home yinghao's bass and amp. now i have two bass looking back at me. i wonder which bass should i bring on friday's rehersal. 5string or 4 string? mine or yinghao's? i feel like using yinghao's as i have been practising on it for few months already but mine bass is a present from the class. i dont want to disappoint them, as though they buy for me and i didnt put it into good use. right, not to include my poor treatment towards the bass. wait, i have not been abusing it or something. i've just not tune it properly nor practice it everyday. and for the song i am playing, i do not need such a large range, so yinghao's 4strings should be just fine. S: i dont know.

dumbest thing of all, i've got TWO TESTS tomorrow and i am thinking about the bass thing which in the end, no conclusion have been made. rarr! i hope somewhere in my brain i still have the memories of 'the rise and fall of venice' and emaths formulas.

-we shared a durian between the band. aww.

/darling!
/aww.
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/aww.
/chongee!
/aww.
/bighead sleeping
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/mr black hamster.
/choosing the durian.
/two nut-case sons.
/the poor durian that was sacrifised.

/i like this one!

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right, now some random pictures i took this week.

/a doll we saw at far east.
/caps. aww, my favourite.
/wigs. so cool.
/the girls and a stalker. XD
/hair i found in the girls toilet.
/before and after.
/mr kahhao.
/backview.
/unmistakenable cards
/nice name!
/kangcheng's pinky.
/hoong darling!
/chongee!
/hoong and soonyao!
/ the ghost in white. (:
/aww. i want to go there on 30th july!
/kahhao went off already. left us! (:
/aww.

-class photo and buddy shots tomorrow! wahahas. class tee, class tee! we have to thank the group in charge who rushes through the whole thing in one week which consist of stephanie, xiaozhao, kahpin, munting and more? hmm. thank you for the hardwork girls! (:

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the camp? well, almost all the graduating students' blog is about it.
my trainers were amin, pamela and gerald. nice people, i must say. (:

the most memoriables
-FIRST DAY: we made gerald angry.
-SECOND DAY: verbal conflict with some girls.
-THIRD DAY: my plan to train up my body.

what i have learnt:
draw mindmaps. -which in the past, i really hate to draw.
we must treasure what we have. -which i already knew.
i still miss my dad even though he passed away a long time ago. -i thought i didnt mind already.
the 'rocky law': it is important to believe in youself
i cant stand verbal conflict. -cause i love one on one fighting. no slapping please. its ghay.

aww. i shall say just a tiny part on the conflict. i am glad over my actions. in my life, its the first time i had verbal conflict with girls. you know, i hate girls. and no matter how much they yank, i just try to let it go, pretend i couldnt hear anything. but to imagine more than 16 hours of yanking. hearing them say: aww, so cute. aww this, aww that. and commenting all kinds of thing. its like, when will the yanking stop. and i decided to use the opportunity to just comment a tiny bit. haha. fun, but i prefer actions. they say action speaks louder than words, dont they?

tell you all something. there's some difference between quareling with girls and guy. aww. i like quareling with guys much better cause we do more of actions then words. at most, we will end up fighting. bruises here and there doesnt mean much to me. and it have to be a fair fight. the people who are in the conflict fight only. one on one. we take turns. aww. thats like so nice can.
girls one the other hand only uses words which i find useless. whats so fantastic about yanking? your normal day life yanking already boreds me, what more you use it to scold back. man, i think its just that you talk big. right. i sound abit like i am talking big too. nah, stop that subject. i dont want to become yankers. haha.
and just a small note: said i cry because of the conflict? girls, you dont know the topic amin was talking about, do you? i bet you wasnt even listening. he was talking about single parent thingy. what a touchy topic. -gosh, daddy i love you no matter how little memories i have of you.

and i am so happy mummy came over today. i was shock when i heard she was coming. there's not much thing she can do, and its so far from her work place but she came over. i guess she can kind of feel that i miss her or something. man, i am getting teary but i wont cry.

claire is pushing me to end my post now. man, i've still got 9734284520357923485 things to talk about. it looks like i only wrote about the conflict. man, thats not what i wanted to write. lets see what i can add last minute eh.

to claire: i know you waited a long time for this post. and i am sorry about it! i want to tell you: STOP DROOLING OVER HIM! wahaha! nice right! LOVES.
and hassy: I LOVE YOU. i guess we just need more bonding session! hehe. that means more outing between us, girl! LOVES.

and the most important.
yongsheng! i want you to stop keeping things inside! i shall be truthful and tell you that we were unhappy to hear you say that the movie marathon was more important than us! do you know your prorities? do you know that we have only about 17 more days to national day? do you think that we have got our everything ready already? do you want to just show the school what we got with just saturday's standard? yes, so what if there were improvements? if we didnt go that day, will we improve at all? where is the teamwork we have, the one we work so much over? like chongee said, kuang biao is seriously having a crisis now! if you understand that we are very concern over your attitude and mindset towards the band, please! just go and tell any of us! i know you will not choose to talk to me! so go talk to any one! there's like another three that you can choose over me, so go! choose one and talk with! if you remain silent, we cant help you! and the misunderstanding will continue to drag and lead us to even worse situation. please, yongsheng. i hope you can understand. please. we need to overcome this obstacle to move to greater height as a team. please talk, unbottle everything. please.

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right, how nice. no jamming session because of me, and i feel bad about it. sorry CE.

JUST GO AWAY.

i am glad to have christina sitting beside me. it motivates me a little, well, to study and listen up in class. i think that i seriously need to brush up on my english. christina is improving alot and i am the opposite of her as my marks are going down all the way.
-something else: today is the first time we were ever so motivated in history lesson. well done, 4e4.

claire didnt come to school today. she injured her toe or something. if i am not wrong, its kind of swollen? hmm. and she went to see a doctor today, so that she can have an excuse for not coming to school. S: well, thats what she said in her blog, that pangseh-er! back tomorrow please cause we've got a MOTIVATION CAMP starting tomorrow, sweetheart.

stop deceiving yourself, yuwei. it aint going back how it used to be.

-is this really the final curtain, the end of the play? or will we just dance this dance we've danced again and again and again..

hint of the day: i want to go on a date. date me, someone! or one of the simple-yet-sweetest thing you can do is, WALK ME HOME SOME DAY AFTER SCHOOL! XD

___ i miss those fun time.

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my emotions are unstable today and my mind is in a mess. i dont know whats wrong with you, or should i say, me. something is wrong, but what is it? its driving me crazy.

i started crying for no reason today. i was doing my emaths homework on circle properties and i was stuck. i decided to skip that question but i ended up crying. like, whats wrong with me? why did i cry for no reason? then after awhile, i realised that i have things on my mind, but it hidden all the way inside that i didnt know i was thinking about it. and i dont know if i should blame a goodfriend. its like a few days ago thing.

i know it was meant to be a joke but what happens after that, did you think of it? i have my reasons for not telling cause i know that this is going to happen. you didnt believe me. i dont know if its right to share anything anymore. maybe, perhaps, with claire only. we make fun of each other, but we never say it out. okays, to that sentence, i think i let claire down. i told clement your EC. i will keep my promise of not saying anything from now on, cause i've decided to not talk unless necessary.

listening comprehension was easy. then again, its took me awhile to interpret what they were asking for. but everythings alright, i hope.

i went to far east plaza with xiaozhao, stephanie, clement and colin after the listening compre to look for a supplier for our class tee. wasnt of much help, nothing much to say actually. things turned out not that nice, but i guess i dont want to talk about it anymore.

PS: GARY CRIED TODAY. he laughed too much that he started crying. hassy totally missed that scene. dont worry my dear, he is still cute when he cries.

i dont want to say anymore. like what i wrote above, i am going to keep my mouth shut unless there is a need for me to talk. i have just lost the liking of talking.

-i saw a stranger. wait, do i know you? no i dont, at all.

___ i can only watch you from the side.

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i went shopping with clement today! i think we make a good shopping pair.
well, i just have the sudden urge to go shopping today. i guess you can say it was very random. and i didnt know that clement will agree just like that. haha. by the way, his leg was injured, sprained. but he still came, what a GOOD friend! (:

we went to tampines mall. went around the whole mall but came up with nothing. well, thats until we were about to leave tampines mall for another place, where we walked into the FOX shop. he bought a long sleeve stripped shirt and i bought a skirt. (:

___ sexist! XD
___ mine! /didnt pictured his shirt though. S:
___ simpson's family. aww.

then i started to take a few pictures of myself at home. XD
/black and white as usual. (:
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and the pink pouch i bought the other day when i went out with zhenhong and clement.
___ tadah!

and i am very sorry, saimun boy! i forgotten that i will be having a motivation camp from wednesday to friday. it starts from 0830 all the way to 2100 at night, so i wont be able to make it. ): accept my sincere apology, please! and please please please, dont kill me. S:

-i want it, please?

LOVES

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伟宏啊, 伟宏.

妈咪很担心你,
你要快点好起哦! (:

妈

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no point doing it, kid. you are not going to get away with it.

lau told clement that he thinks i am weird. why? cause i kept talking to myself. XD
i was sitting behind him while they were having daidee session. i guess i was too engrossed into rainbow six. i will be like, 'ohh noo. go away, you stupid man.' or 'ahhh. i died!' or 'yes! finally!'. well, even when i am not playing the game, i talk to myself too. so its a no wonder that people thinks that i am weird, cause i am. -.- like, whatever.

today is a pure slacking day. lessons were slackish and we had health check up too, so we missed physics. aww. and i ran 2.4km again today. i managed to pass, but i think i want to run again next week, with siew hong. i am going to push her on and well, hopefully i can get better marks for it too.

went compass with clement and zhenhong. aww, zhenhong came on the wrong day, man! i had to buy quite alot of things, so they have to go shopping with me. i dislike shopping. well, unless my girlfriends want to go, then i dont mind tagging along. (:
i managed to buy what i wanted then we went to mac to study. i was rainbow six-ing when daddy spencer came over. aww, i missed him badly. he opened a shop at kovan bowl, second storey. and he said i can work there! yays! i shall go there and disturb him everyday after my o's or something. hehe.

-you caught my eyes despite the huge crowd there.

___ he got married this year.

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from what i saw yesterday, i think seah is a hot guy, ym should see it. XD
they had wrestling session yesterday, six on one, and he didnt fail to amaze us. no matter how many times they attack him, he didnt fall once. he has the potential man, let's all give him a clap.

-and i think he get stronger everytime the boys have taupok attacks on him.

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stop thinking about it, yuwei, stop your nonsense now.

my phone got confiscated during history crt yesterday. i was really mad and was about to blow up. but i decided not to as i promised clement that no more vulgarities will come out of my mouth till the end of the day. yea, i just wrote my weird thoughts in my handbook to calm myself. and well, i thought of some really horrible things. like what i always do when i am really mad, but nahs, it stopped after the lesson. and i managed to get my phone back. i think she is not really that bad, kind of reasonable and stuffs. but i just couldnt understand what's she is teaching and the fact that her lessons are boring just doesnt help.
-and ck teased me by saying that i've got my phone confiscated.

i played rainbow six on clement's new bought psp today. i felt that the game was quite nice, it's just that i am not used to psp-ing. maybe we should go out for study dates with the rest more. -he always brings it along when we go for our studying group. (:- so that i can practise more and help him clear that mission. wahaha.

lessons and assembly was nothing much unusual, kind of like boring and stuffs. but my friends were with me, they kept me company and i LOVE them. (:

and clement made it as though i was rejected by yinghao yesterday. -.-
dear yinghao, the things you heard yesterday wasnt for real. XD
and i am sooo going to get you, clement!

-just give me a sign.

___ i think ck's phone is hot for a guy.

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HASSY SAID GARY IS CUTE! hassy, good way to start today post isnt it? XD

i think i am falling in love with my sister. her action is sooo sweet. she decided to lent me her handphone to replace my spoilt mp3 for the time being. she is using my spare phone now, my spare phone is really a lousy phone but she said she doesnt mind that much as all the songs are in her ipod.
i feel slightly more alive now that i am able to listen to music when i am walking aimlessly around. and i must say i am really touched by my sister's action. I LOVE YOU! -been 684123481years since i said that to you. :/

chemistry mock exam is purely dumb. right, i did not study for it, so i have no one to blame but myself. i didnt bring home my textbook. S: i think i'll fail really really badly.
english mock exam is quite easy. that's what i think, until i saw the answer sheet. i've got almost all the answers wrong. rarr! anyway, i dont want to think about it already. it's already over, all what i can do now is work harder for the next one. -you can do it, yuwei! work hard and stop dreaming!
and, its dumb to give us the answer sheet right after we handed in our papers. it totally pulls down our moral, can? ):

went to compass with girlfriends. we ate the banquet's chicken rice. it taste really nice. i should eat there more often! hmm. then we went to popular to read comics/magazine. red monkey came disturb me. like waoo, i was wondering who that was knocking the bookshelves. XD it turned out that the E3s people went there together to -i dont know- do what. -.- darn that red monkey! hahas.

-walk me home, walk me home. ):

___ seah's ghay actions.

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it isnt a good start for today. well, to realise that my mp3 is destroyed. i was lost, i feel frustrated. music is what i start with in my everyday life. and it doesnt feel the same having to repair it or buy a new one cause its just isnt the one i bought anymore. call me stubborn all you want. i just want my mp3 the way it is before. i need to listen to music. i need that accompanyment. there is nothing that occupies me when i walk to school or walk home now. i feel so lonely. and i sang inside my heart on the way home just to imagine that everything is all right. but the more i think of the songs, the more i had to stop my tears from flowing out. I FEEL SO LONELY. I CANT DO WITHOUT IT. and you can call me a crybaby. people thinks that i am stupid to cry over my mp3. well, yes i am stupid enough. to cry over something that is essential to my life, why not.

i really wanted to not talk at all today. i want to shut myself in, maybe keep everything inside. but i couldnt, i started crying to claire in the parade square. maybe i could have perservere a little more and wait till i reached back home then i start crying out. now the whole class knows about it. like, how dumb can i get. but my girlfriends were really nice. i am thankful for having them. thank you, sweethearts. i love all of you!

dont ask me if i blame him, cause i dont know. i am lost and feels frustrated. i need to find back my directions before i can answer that question.

-i think i need someone to walk me home from now on.

___ no more.

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today wasnt really that fun or anything. and yes people, i am having a terrible sunburn. it itch, and it hurts. the person i want most to show some concern, shown none. or probably that person didnt know at all. should i throw a party and celebrate my sunburn to gain your attention?

right. i am not in a good mood. i was emoing instead of studying during the study session with seah, clement and yinghao. i think my priorities now should be my studies. like, what's wrong with me? i know my priorities yet i am not working towards it. i should just kill myself instead. rarrs!

just to inform the rest who have been asking. our band gotten into the audition, so i guess we will be practising hard till national day. (:

-stop this nonsense, yuwei, or i am really going to kill you. you know my words better than anyone else. trust me, you do.

and the photos. here they are. credit to hassy. it came from her blog, so if you want more pictures, you can get it from her blog or crystal's.

-birthday boy; AARON




-that pink shirt!




-kisses!
-our love.

___ somehow, i like this picture best.

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